My life is kinda boring...Time for change...

Sometimes in life I think we get comfortable. We get comfortable with our daily life and we forget that progression and change are good! It's what makes us evolve and become a more perfect us. Lately I have gotten quite comfortable in my boring skin and have kind of accepted things the way they are. My life is good...I have a wonderful marriage to a WONDERFUL man, have the opportunity to be attending college, and have a great job with great people. I live in a great community, am part of a great Ward, and have the Temple right outside my backyard. My life is pretty good. But as an individual person I recently realized I am boring...And bored of the way things are. I have gotten comfortable with my boring routine and have caused myself to become stagnent. I don't want to become rotten and smelly. I want to be fresh and vibrant. I'm only 22 for pete sakes! I should be out loving life and loving myself! Instead I have trapped myself into a daily routine of: sleep, food, tv, cleaning, work, and hubby time. Life is far more about more than these 6 things. There are so many sub-topics that are based under each of these. And so...I start a blog. I start a blog based on my life and the changes I want to make. I recently listened to a song that really described what I want this to be about...I know...Using lyrics to base my life off of *lame* but part of this song fit perfectly to my anthom and what I desire out of my life. I desire change and something to speak upon!

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, soTell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, soTell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets awayThis time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets awayOh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets awaySo tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

One Republic- Secrets


So there you have it...My life is kind of boring...I need something I can get off my chest. I've got insecurities and things I try to hide from. I have things I keep in my closet, and I'm ready to get them out. Why should I be ashaimed of my insecurities and my faults? Perhaps if I share mine I inspire someone else to share theirs. This blog is dedicted to my life and changing it. Some things I document in here aren't going to be pretty...And they aren't going to be fun. I'm going to have successes and I'm going to have failures. But ultimately I want to change.